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    Monday, July 21st, 2008
    sugar_in_action
    9:28p
    what's not to not like?
    things i like:
    bathing the baby

    my nails being done

    watching the blog grow

    reading chick magazines (awful, isn't it?)

    getting up early

    wedding bells

    learning a brand new bag in the kitchen - vegan cooking! mmmmm!

    new music

    the farmers' market





    things i don' like none:

    actually sitting still and getting my nails did

    wedding bills

    getting tired at 9:30

    stressing out

    my iphone, to be honest - it's just not that cool, actually, is the thing of it, really, in fact

    the fact that Bumbershoot is always the same weekend as Burning Man and I've never gotten to go

    my new dental work that still hurts - good thing i stopped eating steak!

    staring down the barrel of a monday morning
    Friday, July 18th, 2008
    sugar_in_action
    3:51p
    Your Friday photo of the week
    Wednesday, July 16th, 2008
    diceratops
    8:37p
    F herself in the A with no L.
    A week ago I told Jillian I only wanted to speak over email, but she refused and said she would only communicate by phone. After a week of the silent treatment, she sent this:

    "As far as all of this goes- your a closed minded drama queen who is unable to not judge your friends because of your own insecurities and jealousy issues. I was fine with all of this and loved you anyway until you wouldn't stop getting on your judgemental high horse and pointing you finger at me. For you to not call me and not return any of my messages also shows your level of maturity- limited. Again i didn't care until it spilled over into my life in a very fucked manor. I am not you and have no desire to be as "perfect" as you. I am some one who celebrates that differences in people- you should try it sometimes."

    I will fess up to being judgmental, but for one I think everyone is, and for two, my judgments are usually for good purposes such as looking out for people I care about. I think it's pretty funny that in her mind this is a letter to try to work through things.
    Tuesday, July 15th, 2008
    sugar_in_action
    10:08p
    What I wrote when I was pissy
    It was  a grand weekend.

    Farmer's market. Making baby food to freeze which will feed the sprout for weeks and weeks. Racking up another day as a vegan, feeling pretty good about it. (Don't fret, it's temporary. I still love meat.) Falling asleep side by side on the couch at 8:30 PM Saturday right after saying, "Maybe we should get a movie or something..." Sleeping 12 hours. Waking up, getting ready, orienting Diana who came to babysit (thanks, Di!!!!) and then heading off for Great America and rollercoasters and bungee free falls and junk food (well, I tried....turns out junk food just tastes BAD if you haven't had it in a while, folks....but amusement park 'california' roll really isn't much better, either) and rollercoasters and laughing and sunburns and then bed, glorious bed.

    So if I finally had a nice, relaxing weekend for a change, how come I feel like punching someone - really, just give me a target - in the eye today? How come all the awful thoughts keep crawling back in? I'm having to actively struggle to push out the same series of icky, unpleasant thoughts that were plaguing me two months ago when Juni first quit nursing and my hormones went into a tailspin. And it makes sense, today, at this point in my cycle, that I would feel all weird again, and since I've headed off on this cleanse (having eliminated, basically, everything fun from my diet except coffee, which is going to be the last thing to go...soon) I've felt like I'm monkeying with the chemistry in my head along with the rest of my body. Which makes sense - I really am. But I also seem to have lost the urge to eat much, or to be patient or nice. Gah!



    (This was composed yesterday when LJ was down. Last night I slept hard, woke up in a river of sweat, and I feel 100% better today... isn't that funny?)

    Current Mood: bitchy
    Friday, July 11th, 2008
    sugar_in_action
    11:31a
    FTW where W = Western Industrial Nevada
    So there's this that I'm doing next week: http://www.winevada.com/mc/community/eventdetails.do?eventId=32827&orgId=win

    Here's to a bright shiny future on the speakers' circuit. Hello, Power Point!     
          

    Current Mood: tired
    Thursday, July 10th, 2008
    sugar_in_action
    11:49a
    love my fambly

    awwwwwww
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