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| Monday, July 21st, 2008 |
sugar_in_action
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9:28p |
what's not to not like? things i like: bathing the baby
my nails being done
watching the blog grow
reading chick magazines (awful, isn't it?)
getting up early
wedding bells
learning a brand new bag in the kitchen - vegan cooking! mmmmm!
new music
the farmers' market
things i don' like none:
actually sitting still and getting my nails did
wedding bills
getting tired at 9:30
stressing out
my iphone, to be honest - it's just not that cool, actually, is the thing of it, really, in fact
the fact that Bumbershoot is always the same weekend as Burning Man and I've never gotten to go
my new dental work that still hurts - good thing i stopped eating steak!
staring down the barrel of a monday morning |
| Friday, July 18th, 2008 |
sugar_in_action
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3:51p |
Your Friday photo of the week |
| Wednesday, July 16th, 2008 |
diceratops
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8:37p |
F herself in the A with no L. A week ago I told Jillian I only wanted to speak over email, but she refused and said she would only communicate by phone. After a week of the silent treatment, she sent this:
"As far as all of this goes- your a closed minded drama queen who is unable to not judge your friends because of your own insecurities and jealousy issues. I was fine with all of this and loved you anyway until you wouldn't stop getting on your judgemental high horse and pointing you finger at me. For you to not call me and not return any of my messages also shows your level of maturity- limited. Again i didn't care until it spilled over into my life in a very fucked manor. I am not you and have no desire to be as "perfect" as you. I am some one who celebrates that differences in people- you should try it sometimes."
I will fess up to being judgmental, but for one I think everyone is, and for two, my judgments are usually for good purposes such as looking out for people I care about. I think it's pretty funny that in her mind this is a letter to try to work through things. |
| Tuesday, July 15th, 2008 |
sugar_in_action
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10:08p |
What I wrote when I was pissy It was a grand weekend. Farmer's market. Making baby food to freeze which will feed the sprout for weeks and weeks. Racking up another day as a vegan, feeling pretty good about it. (Don't fret, it's temporary. I still love meat.) Falling asleep side by side on the couch at 8:30 PM Saturday right after saying, "Maybe we should get a movie or something..." Sleeping 12 hours. Waking up, getting ready, orienting Diana who came to babysit (thanks, Di!!!!) and then heading off for Great America and rollercoasters and bungee free falls and junk food (well, I tried....turns out junk food just tastes BAD if you haven't had it in a while, folks....but amusement park 'california' roll really isn't much better, either) and rollercoasters and laughing and sunburns and then bed, glorious bed. So if I finally had a nice, relaxing weekend for a change, how come I feel like punching someone - really, just give me a target - in the eye today? How come all the awful thoughts keep crawling back in? I'm having to actively struggle to push out the same series of icky, unpleasant thoughts that were plaguing me two months ago when Juni first quit nursing and my hormones went into a tailspin. And it makes sense, today, at this point in my cycle, that I would feel all weird again, and since I've headed off on this cleanse (having eliminated, basically, everything fun from my diet except coffee, which is going to be the last thing to go...soon) I've felt like I'm monkeying with the chemistry in my head along with the rest of my body. Which makes sense - I really am. But I also seem to have lost the urge to eat much, or to be patient or nice. Gah! (This was composed yesterday when LJ was down. Last night I slept hard, woke up in a river of sweat, and I feel 100% better today... isn't that funny?) Current Mood: bitchy |
| Friday, July 11th, 2008 |
sugar_in_action
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11:31a |
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| Thursday, July 10th, 2008 |
sugar_in_action
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11:49a |
love my fambly  awwwwwww |
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